One of the most annoying things about me is that I constantly need to be reassured that you haven’t started hating me for some reason
WHY THE FUCK DOES TUMBLR UPDATE EVERYTHING ELSE BUT THE SHITTY ASS VIDEO PLAYER OMG
Omfg I was sitting in a room with a bunch of my aunts, uncles and cousins and my grandma had this weird smile on her face so I asked her what was up and she just looked at me and said “everyone in this house is alive thanks to my vagina”
There is a thin line between being sassy and being an asshole and I cross it everyday.
what if tattoos just randomly appeared on our skin at key points in our lives and we had to figure out what they meant for ourselves
i feel so happy right now. i feel so good knowing that im not with anyone from my past. and i feel so happy knowing that i am single and that no one is weighing me down in a bad way. i just feel so great about myself and who i am. the only thing i would want though, is friends. not any boyfriend. i dont need a boyfriend.
i realised i used to do so much for my ex but it was crazy. i took that kid fucking everywhere he wanted to go. and we always did what he wanted and at the time when i was dating him, i didnt care because i loved him. but i know that if i hang out with someone i AM allowed to do whatever i want.
saturday i’m supposed to go to some party if my brother and i still end up going that is. but if i do i know im for sure going to run into someone i used to hang out with. and i know for a damn fact he’s gonna try to get with me again and i dont need that baggage. i know that when i was seeing him for a while he was actually doing something with his life. but he’s just a guy that always was trouble and brought trouble with him wherever he went. and i dont need that. i hope that i actually do have fun when i go out on saturday because i want to have fun. i dont remember the last time i really had fun when i went out cause i always do what everyone else wanted to do because i have no friends of my own so i always end up chillin with my brother and all of his friends. i need me some friends that are girls so i can go out and have a good time. maybe since i kinda made up with chelsea we can go out for a night and go to the club because i really wanna go to the club and dance cause i never been. and i really need to.
i really hope that i get my financial aid this year im just waiting to see if i get anything. and if i dont, i’m fucking screwed cause then i wont get to dance. and this semester i signed up for 7 dance classes and i need to learn more! i wanna learn as much as i can so i can be a really great dancer. cause i have all the abilitly i just need to dance more cause this is all the real dancing i’ve ever learned in my whole life and i fucking love it.
i just wish the job hunting would fucking work. i was hoping that pizza hut would work out for me but i dont think that it is. i applied for a delivery driver postion and you have to have a crisp clean driving record pretty much and i’ve never been pulled over or been in an accident or shit so im all clean i just really need a fucking job. its what middle of fucking june and i need a job by the time im back in school. cause imma need money to get a new perscription for contacts and i want a new pair of glasses also. and im for sure gonna need new dance clothes!
i feel like things should definately be going up from here. im so glad im not with my ex anymore. i met him a year ago and i feel like im such a complete different person. i dont need any guy at all. yeah company is fine once in a while and i can definately get some ass whenever the fuck i want but i dont need a relationship.
i just feel like today i’ve come to a great realization of who i am and what i do and dont need. shit if i end up getting in a relationship thats totally fine, but only if i want to be with that person. and if what and who they are doesnt make me wanna be with anyone else but them. thats when i will get in a relationship but lets get real, i talk to quite a lot of guys and i dont think im gonna stop unless i want to.
i just wanna go ouuuuut!! and i want to have girls nights! and i wanna get faded! i dont do it because i drive everywhere but shit i wouldnt mind getting drunk with someone at their house if they’re totally cool with me staying the night and shit. but yeah, i love me and who i am i just want friends. and im gonna stop talking now! bye!