June 2013
One of the most annoying things about me is that I constantly need to be reassured that you haven’t started hating me for some reason
WHY THE FUCK DOES TUMBLR UPDATE EVERYTHING ELSE BUT THE SHITTY ASS VIDEO PLAYER OMG
Omfg I was sitting in a room with a bunch of my aunts, uncles and cousins and my grandma had this weird smile on her face so I asked her what was up and she just looked at me and said “everyone in this house is alive thanks to my vagina”
There is a thin line between being sassy and being an asshole and I cross it everyday.
what if tattoos just randomly appeared on our skin at key points in our lives and we had to figure out what they meant for ourselves
“The more attracted you are to a person, the easier it is for them to make you laugh.”
—(via psych-facts)
Wednesday, June 19, 2013 12:58 AM
i feel so happy right now. i feel so good knowing that im not with anyone from my past. and i feel so happy knowing that i am single and that no one is weighing me down in a bad way. i just feel so great about myself and who i am. the only thing i would want though, is friends. not any boyfriend. i dont need a boyfriend.
i realised i used to do so much for my ex but it was crazy. i took that kid fucking everywhere he wanted to go. and we always did what he wanted and at the time when i was dating him, i didnt care because i loved him. but i know that if i hang out with someone i AM allowed to do whatever i want.
saturday i’m supposed to go to some party if my brother and i still end up going that is. but if i do i know im for sure going to run into someone i used to hang out with. and i know for a damn fact he’s gonna try to get with me again and i dont need that baggage. i know that when i was seeing him for a while he was actually doing something with his life. but he’s just a guy that always was trouble and brought trouble with him wherever he went. and i dont need that. i hope that i actually do have fun when i go out on saturday because i want to have fun. i dont remember the last time i really had fun when i went out cause i always do what everyone else wanted to do because i have no friends of my own so i always end up chillin with my brother and all of his friends. i need me some friends that are girls so i can go out and have a good time. maybe since i kinda made up with chelsea we can go out for a night and go to the club because i really wanna go to the club and dance cause i never been. and i really need to.
i really hope that i get my financial aid this year im just waiting to see if i get anything. and if i dont, i’m fucking screwed cause then i wont get to dance. and this semester i signed up for 7 dance classes and i need to learn more! i wanna learn as much as i can so i can be a really great dancer. cause i have all the abilitly i just need to dance more cause this is all the real dancing i’ve ever learned in my whole life and i fucking love it.
i just wish the job hunting would fucking work. i was hoping that pizza hut would work out for me but i dont think that it is. i applied for a delivery driver postion and you have to have a crisp clean driving record pretty much and i’ve never been pulled over or been in an accident or shit so im all clean i just really need a fucking job. its what middle of fucking june and i need a job by the time im back in school. cause imma need money to get a new perscription for contacts and i want a new pair of glasses also. and im for sure gonna need new dance clothes!
i feel like things should definately be going up from here. im so glad im not with my ex anymore. i met him a year ago and i feel like im such a complete different person. i dont need any guy at all. yeah company is fine once in a while and i can definately get some ass whenever the fuck i want but i dont need a relationship.
i just feel like today i’ve come to a great realization of who i am and what i do and dont need. shit if i end up getting in a relationship thats totally fine, but only if i want to be with that person. and if what and who they are doesnt make me wanna be with anyone else but them. thats when i will get in a relationship but lets get real, i talk to quite a lot of guys and i dont think im gonna stop unless i want to.
i just wanna go ouuuuut!! and i want to have girls nights! and i wanna get faded! i dont do it because i drive everywhere but shit i wouldnt mind getting drunk with someone at their house if they’re totally cool with me staying the night and shit. but yeah, i love me and who i am i just want friends. and im gonna stop talking now! bye!
LOVE ANJELICA
